..::EmO..When i'm FeLLiG Sad =( ::..

MorniG u aLL = (

Owh..kT rSe sedih skrg ni..n mLm td..
bkn sebab bgaduh dgn tunaG or sape2..


tp dgn kdaan yg meLanda hdup kT..
sekian lama meGharuGi kdaan mCm ni..


bLeh ke kT tabah meGharuGi dugaan hdup?
leh ke kT kuatkan semaGat untk truS tersenyum??


kT xmO mempertikaikan..
kenapa sUme ni tjadi pd diri n famiLy kT..


cuZ..bg kT..stiap ape yg bLaku ada hkmahY..
cuma..yg pntiG..
kT bharap kT leh tmpuh sUme ni dgn redha n tabah..
sUme ni sbhgian dari Dugaan ALLAH S.W.T
stiap insan ada duGaan mreka msiG2..


kT,
sbg anak suLung..
sbg soraG yg rasionaL n perLu bertaGguGjwb..
sbg soraG anak yg bharap dpt mmberi
sdkt sbnyk pertLoGan kpd keLuarga..


kT xleh pntiGkan diri..
i need to be stroGger..


Thanks to my hOney..
sb sntiaSa bg smaGat pd kT..


mCm tunaG kt slalu ckp: -

"Ayang sbr bnyk2 ye..nie sume dugaan dari ALLAH..
Bb sntiaSa brada dCC ayg..kT tmpuhi sUme n sgaLa2Y
sama2 eh yang..
Jgn pk sgt..stiap yg brLaku ada pyeLesaianY.."


waLau cuma ayat tue..
kT rse trubat ckT..dia sntiaSa brada dCC kT..
meniupkan kata2 smGat..


tunaG kt kata:-

if ayaG sdih..Bb xleh sdih..
sb bB kne kuatkan smaGat ayaG..

if ayaG traSe lama waktu untk kT bjumpa,
Bb kne ckp "xpe..jap je..xlama lg kT jmpe"
sb..kLo bB ckp lama..nnTi dua2 pn rSe sdih.."


he always think positif..
kt xtauLa if dia sdih..bleh ke kT jd mCm dia..



without him..
i think..
i can't smiLe like nothiG happen in my life..


without him..
i think..
i will not like who i'm right now..


anyway..
thanks to my bB n his family..
cuz always understandiG bout me n my famiLy..


cuz of him..
even i always had a problem..
i can smiLe like nothiG happen...